April 21, 2012
Knowing and Loving the things that make up Me
Today I did my own thing. I didn't make any plans with friends and I didn't follow a schedule. I was spontaneous in doing the things I felt like doing and I feel satisfied with everything I did. The food I made was delicious, the book I read was fabulous and has been on my list for a while, and the chores I accomplished were necessary so I was happy to do them. I know I am going to have a busy couple of weeks coming up, and today, I feel like I got in tune with myself. I do what I want to do in order to make my life better. It is important to know what needs to be done and to be aware that I am accomplishing the necessary things. It is also important to keep time open so I can express my freedom and instincts. Eventually, my instincts are to do what needs to be done; however, on a Saturday like today, I followed my instincts and ended up reading Truman Capote's "Breakfast at Tiffany's" on the couch until 11 pm. This is the person I am and the person I want to be sometimes. I love that I know this about myself and am not ashamed of wanting to spend a Saturday night reading. I would love to have company during times like this, but for now, I can be happy with myself.