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May 09, 2012

Closure before a New Chapter

As I lay down in my bed tonight, I get a rush of emotion, memories bursting through my mind.  This is the last night I am sleeping in my current apartment and, my, what a crazy year in this room it has been.  I have gone through the worst times of my life, but I got through them and turned into a better person.  I started here in a horrible place and let myself get more miserable.  I have cried harder than I have in years in this bed and if this ceiling could talk, my would it have some ridiculous stories.  It is impossible to forget these things...they were the beginning of my twenties and I am thankful for everything I have learned in this spot.

Goodnight&& sweet dreams...

May 03, 2012

Changes

Oftentimes, I find that changing my permanent location puts me into a completely different state of mind.  This can be a very good thing when I am leaving behind a place that brings negative memories to mind.  The state of bliss I am in from being in my new place lingers and I feel like a new person even when I go back to the place of negativity.  I love the hope that I have for the future and the unknown memories that I am certain to experience.  There will be happiness, love, and friendship in a new place that never existed where I was.  Moving is a new beginning in every part of my life and it reminds me of the me that is living for a purpose.  Everything happens to get me to the next part of the plan, so I look forward to what is in store for me!